dehog. this is me.

It’s almost the end of 2012, about a day more and then we’re done with it. No more of 12/12/12 crap.. no more of the Mayan’s Ending our world.. No more of ‘Oh god we’re gonna die’.. End of all that.

It’ll be time of a fresh start for alot of things hopefully.. I look forward to seeing alot of good stuff, Inshallah.

This post is a little welcome to 2013. It also is a reflection on what happened in 2012, to say the least.. 2012 hasn’t been the kindest year to me, so I m looking forward for 2013, to be a change in course on the brighter side.

The start of 2012, got me back in dating.. That didn’t go well for a few reasons, but the sad part of it all was that I lost a friend.. I’ve been kicking myself in the nuts ever since. In the same month, I happened to burn half my face which took a few months to recover, the pain and all is gone, but the scar’s still present..

Then I bought a car.. A car that has given me more headaches than most things but then again it’s been most helpful in more ways too.. specially saving me some money and carrying people around like a happy driver

In the month following my car purchase I lost some 70 grands on gun point.. Including my cellphone and watch.. This was also the first time ever I had given anything away like that.. I’ve been on gun point before, but Alhamdolillah have always managed to evade the situation.

Soon after that I lost a bunch of other friends because they didn’t like the other friends I hung out with.. I get it, I understand why.. But I wish that wouldn’t have happened. I miss these people alot. Not that I haven’t made more friends in that same time, I’ve met some incredible people, discovered new good sides of other people I knew from before, found new crushes for myself (which didn’t last long) and that’s awesome.

Then there’s Game Ventures closing down it’s office in Karachi, that was a major blow for me. Game Ventures had been a place I had come to love, the work, the people, the environment.. All of it. It’s closing down didn’t bother me much immediately.. But when you start to know other people, work places and their environment, you learn a lot about the place you’ve worked before.

Right after that was the car sandwich accident.. My car was hit from behind by a speeding car, it was hit so bad.. my car jumped to the car in front.. damaging my car from both ends.. I was alright.. Mostly..

Then on and off I get this feeling that I m losing more friends.. But I guess that’s normal.. It’s not something that happens every now and then.. But I m still human.. it happens.

The only things I do remember that didn’t go well for me are, the friends I’ve lost and the burning of my face.. I sometimes still feel the flames and it freaks me out.

There’s a lot more that has happened.. and I know I missing out on a alot, some on purpose. But there’s mostly negative stuff up there, maybe because I dont feel so good right now.

Any how, it’s the new year coming up, so Happy New Year everyone, let’s hope the new year is good for everyone. Inshallah.

I wish the people who’re now far from me, in terms of communication not distance… All the best for their lives.. I wish we meet some day and laugh at our mistakes.